I am tired, yet it was worth it. This week I am barely at home, and this is good. I can't bare to be around here much anymore.

Liisa and I were standing in the bus stop earlier, and the mist was so thick, making the winterair a lot warmer. I felt this urge again. That I need to leave Estonia. It is too... small for me. My dreams and will are way too big for this small country, where the economy is still down and politics are messing up with everything what then nation has left.

I have found an ability in myself. I am starting to fall in love with one dear person to me, and she is utterly amazing, though in the other side of the world. It is okay if she never feels the same about me, since I can feel that love about several people at once. At least I can share something special.


*sigh*
So. Tired.
But satsified.
At least I know I will sleep well enough tonight.

'Tis all for today.
Bare with me. (:

Nana.

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Mornings & Art

Morning everyone. 

Had barely any sleep, and that too for about... lets say... 2 hours, perhaps?. 

Gods, my mind just wouldn't shut down, that was so immense.

But oh well, here I am, checking friends' blogs and finding some cute stuff.

I miss my Tartu people.

And they have had amazing ideas.

This video is taken within 3 to 4 days if I remember correctly.

They rented a room, and put white paper everywhere. 

Then lived in there, and painted all over the place.

People could come and go as they pleased!.

I loooove these kind of movies.
And so many familiar faces.
Oh god.
I am glad they are having fun!.
^____^

By the end of the first video, my coffee had gotten cold.
I don't mind. It is good to drink it after such a long time.
Me, who don't drink coffee and prefers tea, or Inka coffeinefreecoffedrink.
With sugar and milk and a sip of water.
At least keeps me falling like a rock into restless dreams.

The videos are from ::
apple-gets-rotten.blogspot.com & Katrin O.
[An aspiring artist that I honor and look up to!.]

Today my road takes outside, fighting with those slippery roads.
Dammit.
It was raining... rain, last night and evening.
Poor bones that are going to get cracked up.
And many other... stuff. Bruises. Oh fun fun time.
Hopefully I can keep my record of this winter, with no falling on my tender butt.
Haha. I would like to see that, to be honest.

Gonna have my own bday party in this weekend.
'Tis gonna be fun. Full of laughter and joy.
What else you could want from this, ne?.
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H.